| 因為在乎,所以執著
紛擾的流言和繁重的任務橫在面前。第一天,才踏上第一步便戰戰競競,以後的旅程該如何自處呢?
大概深明不再是遊樂,太想得到回報,甘願硬生生扛下枷鎖。一鼓作氣往前衝的灑脫不復再。
前路難測,怎樣崎嶇也好,不要忘記當初的感動。 |
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| 留戀
相隔過那麼遠,時空都換了多少遍。偶遇還是令人心跳。
大概是現在的世界太單調太空洞,淡淡的身影仍可勾起一抹微笑。
沒關係沒關係。有些碎片你就留著唄,我會長出新的血和肉,填滿缺角的雲和月。 |
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| 二選一
一將功成萬骨枯。 一入豪門深似海。 提心吊膽揚帆出海抑或是安守本份穩定度日? 再次站在分岔路上,何去,何從?
The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood and sorry I could not travel both And be one traveller, long I stood and looked down one as far as I could to where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, and having perhaps the better claim because it was grassy and wanted wear; though as for that, the passing there had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay in leaves no feet had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I -- I took the one less travelled by, and that has made all the difference
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| 今天等我來
轉了半個地球,多年後又回到圖書館自修室。這空間離家二三百步之遙,是高考埋首奮鬥的備戰場。
館內外仍盡是粉紅的臉頰、懞懂的笑語,年復年一輩接一輩的少年們擠在這裡追求一張張入場券。現在我重新擠進一排桌子,不再是為了公開試,而是爭取一張踏進社會的門票。
從前,彷彿輕易得到想要的東西,只要願意付出,勇敢爭取,偶有鎩羽而歸,結果卻少有失望。
如今,想要摘下的東西越發遙不可及,不得不戰戰競競地準備萬全,不得不硬著頭皮往前衝,最終還是落得空手而回。想得到的東西更為罕有,想往前走的路更為磨人,越想翱翔天際,越發現自己技不如人。
要不聰明一點,要不魯鈍一點,會否免去這種以有涯隨無涯式的掙扎?不不,我不甘心只踏安穩的道路上、穩守熟悉的圈子內打轉,舞著一樣的花拳一式的綉腿,逍遙度日於花開花落間。
再次備戰,要的不是A,也不是4.0,我要的是無怨無悔。 |
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| 記
我很快樂。
前方的路仍是一片迷濛,卻很珍惜這刻自由無拘、雲淡風清的時光。
要記得這段日子上下求溯的無力感呢,多年後,我會感謝曾經黑暗的小日子,讓我靜靜地沉澱,而日後走得更遠。 |
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